09/02/2010
“You know that feeling that you’re about to be sick? Where you lurch over the toilet or sink or just any convenient corner, and are all too aware of what’s creeping back up you throat, defying gravity, and you just want it out and over with. You’re scared to breathe. That is how I feel every time I look in the mirror, or think of what I’ve done to myself and others, or what possesses my mind when I try to sleep. If that answers your question then yes, I do hate myself.”