I'm Jess, but you can call me Alaska if you prefer. I like books, nosebleeds, gardens, floral prints, pretty things, spring and Sylvia Plath.

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"It didn’t matter in the end how old they had been, or that they were girls,
but only that we had loved them, and that they hadn’t heard us call;
still do not hear us, calling out of those rooms where they went to be alone
for all time, alone in suicide, which is deeper than death,
and where we will never find the pieces to put them back together."

The Virgin Suicides

I can’t say for sure, I’m not an expert, just another girl trying to find out who I am. But as I said, it’s the closest I’ve come to identifying with an existing sexuality.

So I haven’t been around ‘cause once again I’ve gotten a new tumblr, and I also lost the password to this account.. I had amanitaphalloides (previously goldenponies) for a while, but now I’ve moved on. I keep changing and I never stay too long in the same place, and I’ve also wanted to keep a sense of privacy which is why I never announced any of my moves.

I just kinda felt like I owed y’all some sort of explanation, I guess.

For those of you still following me, thank you. Hope you’re all alive and beautiful and making the most out of your lives. ♥

bloodnblacklace asked: HI!! :) I love your blog and it´s great that you are yourself in it. Let the people who ask you things in a rude or preachy way go to hell! xoxo XD

Thank you <3

m0shpitofmymind asked: Ah i love your blog :)

thank you! x

inconscientedisplicente-deactiv asked: I love virgin suicides :)

This is what it’s like for me.. I don’t know if it’s ‘asexuality’ but it’s the closest I’ve ever gotten to labeling it. Not that I’m trying to put a label on it either, but it’s easier to say you’re asexual than try to explain all of that, y’know?

(I’m glad I’m not the only one who feels like this.)


bright eyes


bright eyes

(Source: bridget-m, via moonandtrees)

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